May 15, 2023

I am so inspired by you! So grateful for you! So proud of you! My goodness, you are in the home stretch, how does that feel? Is there a better feeling than laying down the best within you for the Lord? I don't think so. I think the complete and total surrender is the greatest win. We are marinating in blessings. Sethy takes off his shirt every night and flexes his lats until he looks like Dorito and we have to say "wow" 93 times. He walks to every mirror in the house. My life is crazy beyond words. Compost is a great idea, huge blessing, we are full EVERY DAY and working 12 hours a day and still can't keep up with the demand-Joseph and Alee have moved home to do compost for the summer and they are awesome even though Joseph broke his leg and is not supposed to be walking on it but he is up in the trailer in his boot. Lydia and Mckay announced a second pregnancy last night! so fun! Theater is going absolutely wild. It's also a good idea but i literally have 5 SHOWS THIS WEEKEND! It's insanity. And one of those shows has 10 different shows inside of it! Blue And Red Natural Hello Spring Facebook Post.jpg I'm the queen of crazy. I love it and it's really fun, but I need the wisdom to say "that's too much" and the faith to say "this is going to be enough", enough expression of my gratitude, enough for me to manage, enough for me to be able to give a piece of myself to my family and be the Christian disciple I long to be. We are getting SUPER CLOSE on Annie. Yellow fever shot, and a few more things. We've had some miracles. We walked into a seagull book that was going out of business and everything was 75% off INCLUDING THE CLOTHES, modest awesome high quality clothes so we got a lot of mission stuff for almost nothing. HER FAREWELL IS THIS WEEK! So I have 15 hours of compost, 19 hours a day of work to do for the plays, the yard and house and I actually want to do none of that and just spend time with her, but THE GOD I WORSHIP EATS THE IMPOSSIBLE FOR BREAKFAST! HERE WE GO! Why am I yelling at you in all caps? I love and testify. God delivers, ransoms and never leaves us. His kindness WILL NOT DEPART Love and blessings, miracles, We come to know God in our extremities. Love, Jana